I recently was going through and deleting all my old myspace messages when i found a message from someone that I met/discovered on myspace and she became something like my mentor, Kendra Wilkinson. Ive never really spoke of this before but I want to show my recognition towards her. I was going through alot and she helped me push on, she just has a way of making you feel better. My baby brother passed away at 5 years old earlier this year, we were really close. The only thing that would keep my mind off the situation, kept me from crying, and make me laugh was the show “Kendra” and watching the original seasons of “The Girls Next Door”. Kendra has come so far in life, it didn’t all come easy for her, just like alot of us she had to learn the hard way. She is such a strong individual and she is living proof that it is possible to turn your life completely around for the better. She had to work for what she is today and now look at her she’s everywhere, known by millions, looked up to by many, has amazing fans, friends, and family, married to the love of her life, and now has a gorgeous baby boy! Kendra deserves everything she has and I couldn’t be happier for her. She made me feel better about myself when I believed I was nothing and I didn’t want to go on any longer. She has tought me and helped me so much without even realizing it and I can’t thank her enough. I have supported Kendra from the beginning before she was known the way she is now and i will continue to support her until the end<3.

Watch “Kendra” Sundays at 10/9c on E! (Season 3 coming in November)

..and don’t forget to buy these awesome Kendra products: 

Kendra Sport Pole: http://www.kendrawilkinsonsportpole.com/

“Be a Knockout with Kendra Wilkinson”: https://www.musicspace.com/kendraworkoutdvd/Default.asp?

Sliding Into Home: http://www.amazon.com/Sliding-Into-Home-Kendra-Wilkinson/dp/1439180911 

In life you’re going to be left out, talked about, lied to, & used. But through it all, just smile. Smile and make them wonder why. :)

Sometimes,

people play hard to get to see if the other persons words are TRUE.

sydnickle22:

I doubt other people cause it gives you this awesome feeling when they suprise you. :))

(Reblogged from sydney22inc)

Don’t know why,

My Formspring spammed my tumblr account!!!

Do you have a twitter?

alot of playmates follow u even hefs new girl.

I am aware of that lol :)

You think you know, but you have no idea.

Love your enemies,

it pisses them off ;)!

i think i want to be a playmate. any advise?

Read this: http://www.playboy.com/articles/how-to-become-a-playboy-playmate/index.html
If you get invited for a test shoot, just be yourself. Personality is a BIG part of being chosen because you are basically applying to represent Playboy.
Practice your faces and poses in the mirror so you know what makes you look good.
Have Fun and Goodluck!!!

You think you know, but you have no idea.

Who’s your favorite playmate?

omgoshhh well i’m going to say Valerie Mason because thats my girl, we suppport eachother &+ Crystal Harris because she has always been really sweet to me<3

You think you know, but you have no idea.

Sorry

I haven’t posted anything lately but my brother has been gone 4 1/2 weeks and i just haven’t been able to write lately.

Truth is,

I really don’t care who hates me, dislikes me, or talks trash. Hate me, dislike me, talk your trash. You’re not wasting my time, you’re wasting yours thinking and talking about someone that doesn’t even acknowledge your existance<3.

I used to hold you in my arms, now God took you into his and I now hold you in my heart.

Thank Youuu!

To everyone following me<3!